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I'm torn between my ex and two of his friends and I’ve had sex with one of them already.
My ex and I were together three years and went through a lot together, but he got into drugs which I don’t agree with, so he dumped me. I’m 20, he’s 22.
I got together with his best mate two weeks ago. He’s 22 too. My ex wasn’t pleased about it, even though he already had another girlfriend.

I was with his mates in our local and he walked in. He started telling them how great his new relationship is and all about their sex life. I think he only did it to make me jealous - it’s hard to let each other go and I do still have feelings for him.
My new boyfriend is a lovely person. He said he’d always fancied me but was too shy to ask me out, as he’s still a virgin. I like him but I don’t feel like I’m in a relationship. I think I’ve made a mistake but he’d be heartbroken if I dump him.
Then I had sex last week with another of my ex’s friends. I’ve had a crush on him for ages and we’d been flirting a lot. He walked home with me from the pub and we ended up having sex.
I thought he wouldn’t want to know once he’d got what he wanted, but he texted me 15 minutes later and asked if it was a one-off. I said it wasn’t and he seemed happy.
Then he texted asking about my new boyfriend – I don’t think he would have texted if he wasn’t interested.
I like him a lot and want to be with him, but people will think I’m horrible if I dump my new boyfriend to be with this other guy.